Friday, August 09, 2013

Just For Tonight

 
 
Just for tonight Thomas doesn't have schizophrenia, the last year of my life didn't happen and this pain I feel at my core isn't here.

Just for tonight I can pretend life is what I dreamed it would be, not the nightmare that it has become.

Just for tonight the losses aren't lessons being taught in an effort to make me stronger, they are fragments of a nightmare I will wake from in the morning....

Just for tonight all that is, isn't anymore.

Just for tonight I hide from truth, curl up in impossibility and reach for what I used to hold to be true for myself and make it my reality.

Just for tonight I disappear into a mist swirling around a sunset soaked forest and find solace in its peace.

 

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